love breakup zindagi

Today I totally have the mood to write something but totally blank about what to write. I looked around and saw one thing that was in the air love,breakups, zindagi...

Easy it is to fall in love, colourful are the days when you are blinded by it. We know one day our world is going to be void of colours yet we dont like to see the

dark yet true side of life. As the saying goes,"Love is blind" i think i totally agree to it. When you are in love everything seems so right, every piece of puzzle

seems to fall in place. It feels like the best feeling and with mr/ms right next to you you are on top of the world. Little do we know then that the same mr/ms right

will realise one day that this is not what they want in life and then you get a big blow. Here comes the breakup. Before you realise anything you are pushed down from

the top of the cloud you were floating on and then you realise that after falling from such great height the one that is most hurt is only the heart, shattered into a

million pieces like a delicate mirror. Your head starts spinning in speeds you thought never existed and then you suddenly feel the change in you. The change that you

have been transported to a totally new world. The bitter world of distrust, hatred and reality. For some time you cucoon yourself, but lets face it. Thats not what

Zindagi is all about. Thats when all your true friends are still there with you to lend their shoulder and bear the temper tantrums you throw in your silly mood

swings. One day when you sit back and rewind your thoughts you would realise that friends have been there all through your life but they were the colourless parts when

you were blinded,most ignored and taken for granted.So when you are single be proud free and enjoy the company of the most forgiving people and feel their love rather

than hurting yourself for something that is not worth your tears and pain.

Few days back I saw in the news that rituals were being performed over skype. Is this the height where technology can reach or is there more? Will there be times where people literally get married online? Down the memory lane I remember times when an incoming call in a mobile was rs.6/min. and the only features in a mobile were calls, messaging and SNAKE game. Video game was the hand held brick game. I remember my mom telling me that their place was the only one that had a T.V and people came to their place to watch it. Of course how can we forget that the channel that time was doordarshan. And there were times where only one person knew how to operate the phone and everybody had to approach him to talk to their kith and kin. Its so amazing that technology has developed so much and everything is now available by just a finger touch.But when I sit back and think, it seems life was more easier and cheerful then. Nostalgic are the thoughts of running across streets, Monkey climbing over the walls, playing and shouting in groups with all the fun and cheer filling the air. Today's generation have almost lost social interaction. Tomorrow, we don't even have to ask. The only friend a child would be having is the next generation PSP and his facebook friends. He would probably video call his parents across the hall to tell them that he is soo busy(gaming)to come and join the family for lunch or dinner. This again has no conclusion. Technology development can be a boon or bane. But do we really need this kind of technology that isolates us from our own?

Winds of change...

Life was easy when things were done for me. Life was great when my dad was a super hero, when mom got me things i dint even ask for.. The world was under my feet. But little did I realize the happiness and value. I thought growing old, being big and independent was so much fun. Felt there would be lots to do. Today, this very day, I may be living at-least half my dream, but why is that I feel that the whole essence of life is missing.? Where is all the excitement about being big and independent. The word "RESPONSIBILITY" came into picture and took away the excitement part. When play time was my favorite why is that it is solitude that I am enjoying now? I know this is life and I can make the best out of it with what I have, but why am I not able to accept the fact? So many questions but no answers. I have so many people for me and around me but somewhere deep down I feel the social part of me is missing. When I sit back and think I do realize that this is not me, this is not who I really am, the winds of change have finally blown towards me. But one day it has to pass me. It is said every cloud has a silver lining and every night follows a day! I may not get back those wonderful days, but I definitely will be ME!!


DEDICATED TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE FELT THE SAME AT ANY POINT IN THEIR LIFE!!!!

My First Experience

When life seems so easy its jus an indication that u r in the mst difficult phase. Blieve me this was the moment i was waiting for but i still am nt ready to accept the fact that the tym has cum for me to b independent, earn....hmmmm those two words sound so strange to be soo much. It was made even more dfficult now that mom said," U r very grown up and u gotta make decisions of your own", even the slightest doubt was clarified by my mom and now i get to make decisions related to life how ridiculous. When did i grow so old sooo suddenly.. Irony!!!! First day of office i stood outside my building all nervous.. I knew it was gonna be totally different. My hands were cold but 1000 forms to fill... I jus fell like giving them back their papers and say,"all of u plese sit in aline and i will give u all my details" as in something liuke an interview..lol.. too much of an imagination... a day later my life paused at a diversion, I had 2 paths. I wanted to take the one less travelled but that was great only during Rober Frost's time and his poems but this is life and reality so i chose my way and hoping it will be the best. My first experience was really grt one and i will never forget it for life....

dream of life and jus dream....

I am in the chocolate land and i rule the place.... even water was replaced by chocolate...... hmmmmm I jus wish all this was true... this was my dream wen i was 3 yrs old... then i grew up to be 15 and I wanted to get into the top college... now I am 20 and i still dream but the difference is that today i dream of being in a company in the top position.... may be tomorrow i will dream of ruling the world... age increases but dreams always remain... life never gives us wat v dream of ... but what we get is always something better. The fact is dat v dont realise it is something better coz v r busy crying that v have not got what v want.... so wake up... take life the way it comes... Therz no thrill in knowing wat comes to u before hand.... life is jus simply superb and small. let every moment be sudden and enjoy every part of it. Relish it, Love it and Live it. Dream coz dreams r beautiful...but lets live in reality... I always think, if i got what i dreamt of may be i wudnt have got beautiful friends like mine.... and my life wudnt have been sooo colorful.... Jus take life the way it comes..... its fun....Every moment is urs Grab it... In the end its not how much u have.. its jus hw well u spent ur life and how many people u have influenced... ENJOY LIFE BFORE IT MELTS... AFTERALL ITS AN ICECREAM...

commercialized us!!!!

How many of us in today's world have time to think just for a second how commercialized the world has become or rather we have become? Are v now what we really wanted to be? Are we synchronized with what we have studied and what we are doing?Let me place myself as an example. I have studied electronics and instrumentation but i am sitting for placements for a software company. Ok lets say thats what life is. But when we know thats what life is then why do we have many other options other than comp.science and the IT??? If what everybody wants is money then yes software is the right field but 10 years from now where would u get ur computers if u r programming down der? Who would teach ur children if ur friends are along with u?? Everybody wants the IITs and IIMs but how many of them work for INDIA?? Friends just sit back and think where did your journey start what was YOUR goal are u reaching for the one u started ur journey?? Many of us think our aim is to earn and keep the family happy. But how many of us are happy in the process. A family always supports what you do if it is right. A happy mind is necessary to keep the family happy right? Job satisfaction is most important i feel rather than money. But very few would agree with me because the world is like that. Comp.science students no hard feelings. This blog is dedicated to all the hardware STUDENTS. I would say ENGINEERS coz i dont know how many of us will really work as hardware engineers.

golden era

What life had got for me was the greatest tension wen i finished my high school. Engineering was for sure but which college was like picking one chocolate out of a 100. I was always in the lost world as to where to go,and who will accept me..hmmmpf finally i'm here in this place which i have hated at times but the place i said hi to real life... The first day of college was a real confusion to me.It was a whole new place with total strangers.But it didn't take time to get to know people. The first day I talked to 2 girls in my class and it was very strange how we became very close in a very short period of time. i was the naughtiest of the 3 and yet both of them were caught always. everybody thought i was the very silent and quiet type..lol...all the teachers thought we were naughtier than the boys(they were actually the silent type though.)
Was ragged by seniors,time passed. it was time we had to split to different departments. we had a farewell in the class. We had fun everybody had to do a task. All of them made me do aerobics in class(was quite embarrassing to do it in front of the whole class). Then we entered the second year. life became busy and we saw less of each other. I met new people.it was quite tuff to cope up with new syllabus new teachers, totally new people but as we got to know each other it was fun. exams, symposiums,friends...i really donno if time flew or i lost track of it.. Now i am in the final year and i really miss college and hostel when i go home. i always wait to come back. i find it really strange how these people totally unknown to me became a very special part of my life. All these days were fun filled totally. Who will know what sorrows are when u have friends like mine.
It is very hard for to believe that there are only six months for the golden moments. no more last benches, no more bunking classes, no more canteen, no more teasing,no more birthday treats,no more commenting on teachers. Just can't explain how much fun all this was. amidst all these there were petty fights, after which we kept our egos at bay and hugged each other and cried. all of us had a shoulder and ear to lend for each other always. Hey guys who have influenced my life so much this is for you.... Thanx for being with me in sun and storm... every little thing you do means a lot to me. And yes i will miss all of you and all of this when i am graduated. tears fill my eyes when i even think of the day.There is so much u have taught me.

dedicated to all my frens:
preethi , abirami & anusha - the people who taught me to stay cool. life is short enjoy life to the max.
sharmila,subashree, viji,krithika,Ramya,Aarathi -people who taught me that life was practical.
Sundari and Surya-two people who make my day by fytng wid me. jus cant stay widout fytng wid them silly fights though..
deepika,sirisha,pooja,geethanjali-people who taught me to take life as it comes.
ravi-the person who never lets me down,always keeps me cheerful.
and there are other people who have influenced me. they are too many to pen.
hey guys the amount of encouragement and support you have given me is what makes me feel the way i am today. Its you people along with my family who have stood by me as a strong support during my hard times... Thanx once again and love you all.